You chase and chase and realize you’ll never catch it,

can’t recreate it.

Definitely can’t devour it, and cant point at it.

CANT EVEN CREATE IT.

I’ve thought about this though a few commercial breaks ,

though sleep, through filing cabinets and sleepy tunnels.

It wont play the same way,

wont have the same repercussions,

wont have the same instructions,

It wont come back if it’s called, it wont make sense if it leaves you a voicemail.

The movements are muted, BUT

tentative and tangled,,,

INVENTIVE, AND

ORGANIC

THIS IS MY STREAM OF CONSCIOUSNESS.

-I WUZ HERE.